all the stuff that i long to tell you
Apr. 26th, 2016 01:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
so i had b-day on the 10th and celebrated my last 20 as i am now 29 years old. i'm so excited to turn 30! i know i should not expect much to change but somehow yes i do have expectations for when i am 30. mostly i want to be more responsible and more self-suffciant but that is for next year and this year i shall just enjoy!
as for you all on my dear f-list, you have been absolutely wonderful and amazing to me and so very, very kind!
THANK YOU ALL for all your kind and sweet wishes!
I was over excited for each and every one:
i want to take this moment to say THANK YOU to (in alphabetical order)
alisanne;
acaranna,
capitu;
digthewriter;
frnklymrshnkly,
enchanted_jae,
kitty_fic,
lauren3210;
lijahlover,
llaeyro,
lyonessheart;
_melodic_,
nia_kantorka,
shadowycat,
themightyflynn;
tryslora,
vessto
I hope i didn't forget anyone, if i did i'm sorry
for their nice wishes, awesome gifts, impressive messages (at one i got all teary eye *you know who you are!* and kind wishes and best regards!
thank you for taking time to think of me!
my lovely userhead for this year is sponsored by
nia_kantorka and i want to say thanks dear again! it really makes me happy <3
and two new v-gifts are now in my collection and i want to say special thank you to
frnklymrshnkly and
kitty_fic for them !
i also received amazing gifts:
for the
ART
i want to say thank you to
digthewriter who drew me:
which is just absolutely sweet and stunning and totally made me smile for hours
and to
shadowycat who drew me 
this absolutely breath-taking and lovely piece of art
klick on images to see the read deal and please leave a nice comment for those two amazing artists and all their greatness- if you haven't done so by now
FIC
i have to mention
_melodic_'s sweet and absolutely breathtaking story first, as i woke up with it and was just so over excited for receiving something so lovely it made the day starting great! thank you!
Title: I hate you. I want you. I love you.
can be found here @lj| @AO3
Summary:Harry and Draco share numerous kisses over six months. Slowly but surely they begin to change.
then the lovely
enchanted_jae wrote me Survival Instincts
where she chose 2 of the 3 impossible words i could come up with- really looking back i have no clue what i was thinking picking these words!
Summary:Harry's new partner is very safety-conscious.
and last but not least
llaeyro's fic completed my day with some nice and sweet hot next-gen fic!
Title:Brother Knows Best
can be found here:@lj| @AO3
i pray that i did not forget any of you sweets! i checked and doublecheckt but mistakes always find a way to sneak in and so i shall apologize if that happened! just poke me and i shall fix it!
and then FINALLY it was monday and my dad, who fell ill the week before, came and took me shopping - my balcony is now ready for full-on spring and summer use (through i will go home for the very hot weekends because you know- pool) - and then he took me for a lovely late lunch *smirks* but before that we went to the STAR WARS IDENTITIES! exhibit which was in vienna!!!
there was stuff form george lucas' ranch!
the exhibit itself was nothing like i imagined it would be. it actually revolved around identities with very little of the social sciences crab but very detailed on biology, psychology and also group think theory and peer-pressure theories in the mix: it showed on the similarities between anakin skywalker and luke skywalker and their similarities and differences how we as a person are a product of the influences we get as a young child AND of the choices WE MAKE! that was really impressive
but not the best part: the best part was that you got a bracelet and could go around and BUILD your own star wars character!!!! that was just too cool!
(through i noticed because my dad took the gungans and i was a kaminoan (because i just adore them and the way the look) that some races where more integrated then others: for example my father had 3 different scenarios for "event of big influence" while i had only one (the destruction of my planet LOL) but that is the only negative point i could find, the exhibit was really interesting and i really tried to be me and still think in the head-space of a kaminoan...
at this point i would rather guess that what you really are interested in would be the nice pictures i took
and let me tell you i took loads of pics so this truly is a picture spam, but these are images form the original story-board- how could i resist? especially when you will later see how stunning they are
sadly most of the time, when my father forgot to remind me i did not take a picture from the description *sorry*
i can add them from the books if there will be a need, but i think most of them are self-explaining
these are the different helmets and uniforms used in the first triology (episode 4-6)





this thing is fucking huge!



impressions of tatooine




the concept of yoda








and more of the fantastic settings- i just sooo adore this art:






and then we have here some of the ships as models- some one build them with a great amount of respect for the details and it so showed, sadly the effect is not the same on the photos












and now some characters:






and least but not least details of vada:










and here is "me" as a star wars character-
i have darth sidius in the background because i believe that "good and evil are a point of view" and well yes apparently he sees his world the same way, which i found rather strange because that itself is just plain truth and not good or bad but he was the character associated with that statement *shrugs*
EDIT: FUCK, i have forgotten that the chancellor says to skywalker in episode 3: "good is a point of view" when he tries to subtly get him to the dark side. really damn you, sequel of the original!

so if i have not lost you now completely to the pictures (and yes i look at them way to often too the art is just catching) i shall finish my report: i got myself a nice lovely t-shirt, and my dad got himself a nice poster and the special edition box from this exhibition (i forgot to take a picture of it when i was at home and had a chance to do so *headdesks*)
all around i had a really awesome day! and it was a really cool b-day gift for me
that week i also had unsuspected leave of work because i had to many hours and so i put my balcony together which i am very happy as i know am growing some tomatos and strawberries and radish!
it took me 4 days and each day up to 5h it really has been a lot of work, but it also was so worth it *happy grin*
and as i am now going to close this entry for certain here are pics from my little furry cat (as
themightyflynn asked for that) and one of my roommates cat
my queen, whom i live for to serve

when i am at home and doing work on laptop she has a new fav-spot:


and my roommates cat in a rather small pose- but really she is huge:

and for the last point:
so- you have done it, this is the end:
May the force be with you!!!

as for you all on my dear f-list, you have been absolutely wonderful and amazing to me and so very, very kind!
THANK YOU ALL for all your kind and sweet wishes!
I was over excited for each and every one:
i want to take this moment to say THANK YOU to (in alphabetical order)
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I hope i didn't forget anyone, if i did i'm sorry
for their nice wishes, awesome gifts, impressive messages (at one i got all teary eye *you know who you are!* and kind wishes and best regards!
thank you for taking time to think of me!
my lovely userhead for this year is sponsored by
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
and two new v-gifts are now in my collection and i want to say special thank you to
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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i also received amazing gifts:
for the
ART
i want to say thank you to
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)

which is just absolutely sweet and stunning and totally made me smile for hours
and to
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)

this absolutely breath-taking and lovely piece of art
klick on images to see the read deal and please leave a nice comment for those two amazing artists and all their greatness- if you haven't done so by now
FIC
i have to mention
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
Title: I hate you. I want you. I love you.
can be found here @lj| @AO3
Summary:Harry and Draco share numerous kisses over six months. Slowly but surely they begin to change.
then the lovely
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
where she chose 2 of the 3 impossible words i could come up with- really looking back i have no clue what i was thinking picking these words!
Summary:Harry's new partner is very safety-conscious.
and last but not least
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
Title:Brother Knows Best
can be found here:@lj| @AO3
i pray that i did not forget any of you sweets! i checked and doublecheckt but mistakes always find a way to sneak in and so i shall apologize if that happened! just poke me and i shall fix it!
and then FINALLY it was monday and my dad, who fell ill the week before, came and took me shopping - my balcony is now ready for full-on spring and summer use (through i will go home for the very hot weekends because you know- pool) - and then he took me for a lovely late lunch *smirks* but before that we went to the STAR WARS IDENTITIES! exhibit which was in vienna!!!
there was stuff form george lucas' ranch!
the exhibit itself was nothing like i imagined it would be. it actually revolved around identities with very little of the social sciences crab but very detailed on biology, psychology and also group think theory and peer-pressure theories in the mix: it showed on the similarities between anakin skywalker and luke skywalker and their similarities and differences how we as a person are a product of the influences we get as a young child AND of the choices WE MAKE! that was really impressive
but not the best part: the best part was that you got a bracelet and could go around and BUILD your own star wars character!!!! that was just too cool!
(through i noticed because my dad took the gungans and i was a kaminoan (because i just adore them and the way the look) that some races where more integrated then others: for example my father had 3 different scenarios for "event of big influence" while i had only one (the destruction of my planet LOL) but that is the only negative point i could find, the exhibit was really interesting and i really tried to be me and still think in the head-space of a kaminoan...
at this point i would rather guess that what you really are interested in would be the nice pictures i took
and let me tell you i took loads of pics so this truly is a picture spam, but these are images form the original story-board- how could i resist? especially when you will later see how stunning they are
sadly most of the time, when my father forgot to remind me i did not take a picture from the description *sorry*
i can add them from the books if there will be a need, but i think most of them are self-explaining
these are the different helmets and uniforms used in the first triology (episode 4-6)





this thing is fucking huge!



impressions of tatooine




the concept of yoda








and more of the fantastic settings- i just sooo adore this art:






and then we have here some of the ships as models- some one build them with a great amount of respect for the details and it so showed, sadly the effect is not the same on the photos












and now some characters:






and least but not least details of vada:










and here is "me" as a star wars character-
i have darth sidius in the background because i believe that "good and evil are a point of view" and well yes apparently he sees his world the same way, which i found rather strange because that itself is just plain truth and not good or bad but he was the character associated with that statement *shrugs*
EDIT: FUCK, i have forgotten that the chancellor says to skywalker in episode 3: "good is a point of view" when he tries to subtly get him to the dark side. really damn you, sequel of the original!

so if i have not lost you now completely to the pictures (and yes i look at them way to often too the art is just catching) i shall finish my report: i got myself a nice lovely t-shirt, and my dad got himself a nice poster and the special edition box from this exhibition (i forgot to take a picture of it when i was at home and had a chance to do so *headdesks*)
all around i had a really awesome day! and it was a really cool b-day gift for me
that week i also had unsuspected leave of work because i had to many hours and so i put my balcony together which i am very happy as i know am growing some tomatos and strawberries and radish!
it took me 4 days and each day up to 5h it really has been a lot of work, but it also was so worth it *happy grin*
and as i am now going to close this entry for certain here are pics from my little furry cat (as
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
my queen, whom i live for to serve

when i am at home and doing work on laptop she has a new fav-spot:


and my roommates cat in a rather small pose- but really she is huge:

and for the last point:
- i handed in podfic-fest *go me*
- i really, really want to do write fests but i cant because no words - but gosh have you seen what all is going to start claiming soon *headdesks* but no i cant and shant because i have a huge- ass to do list for writing and i have not written for over a month at this point
- i'm healthy and good and due to workout have lost some weight and fit in my old cloths again!
- i have no news on the job-front through.... my own fault i know but it is rather hard atm
- i'm working constantly on my thesis so that is progress!
- i am mostly good and having fun :D and doing a lot of baking and good eating LOL
so- you have done it, this is the end:
May the force be with you!!!

(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 11:49 am (UTC)The details in some of those pics are amazing as well. I'd probably get into a lot of trouble for not being able to stop myself from touching :/
I want to hug your kitty! She's so cute and looks so soft! *wishes for ability to apparate to Austria* And the Russian Blue is gorgeous as well. They're so squishy :) Thank you for indulging me and showing pics :D
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:18 pm (UTC)and the identity thing was totally awesome! and i was so stunned and surprised by it
-and for the details i know right? thats why i spamed you with all because so worth it!
and thank you - i shall hug my kitty for you the next time i am home!
i have so many pictures of both cats it was totally my pleassure
<3
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 01:17 pm (UTC)And aww sweet kitty<3333 She looks adorable!
So happy you had such a wonderful birthday and received so many lovely gifts! And, as I mentioned before, I am SO pleased you enjoyed the little fic I wrote for you! It was so much fun to write and it means the world you really liked it!
<3
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:20 pm (UTC)and yes the scetches - the art is just gorgeous i was impressed!
thanks for the compliment to my queen- i shall report it back to her the next time i go to serve her XD she is really the best!
*hugs*
your gift was amazing! how could anyone not like it *hearts my giftfic* thank you so much for writing!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 01:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 01:48 pm (UTC)♥
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:29 pm (UTC)and yes it really really was
<3
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 02:10 pm (UTC)So happy you had such a lovely birthday! *HUGS*
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:30 pm (UTC)thank you for being part of my awesome birthday!
and yes i shall tell my queen that you think of her as incredible- i am sure it will please her a lot :D
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 02:43 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:31 pm (UTC)life is much easier now that i know you *hugs*
and i will report to my pretty kitty how pretty you think she is ;) it will please her i am sure!
*hugs*
thanks for being in my life!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 03:06 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:34 pm (UTC)and no worries i always mess them up too!
the reason why my cat lies behind this laptop is because in the back my ventilation has its outlet- so there is a lot of hot air getting her belly really warm- she adores it (lucky for me my laptop sucks in the air from the bottom otherwise i would be in real trouble)
on my old laptop, she always preferred the top to, but my fingers are usually always cold so the warm air is better then me :D
cats are always silly- we just dont tell them as to not hurt their feelings ;)
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 03:12 pm (UTC)I LOVED THESE: and want them in my home.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING.
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:37 pm (UTC)well you got to see the others, and maybe it comes to a town close to you as it is already avaliable in english and most of the stuff has to go back to amarica anyways- so maybe?
and ok, you can have these, but the helmet machine, the orange city in the clouds and tatooine in daylight are mine ! XD
(me is so nice)
srs: i try to find out if i can by a poster from the city in the clouds- its just sooo awesome!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 04:00 pm (UTC)The exhibit looks fantastic and and very interesting. I'm happy you had such an amazing day.
Your kitty is so adorable. She has to be areicarnation of one of the ancient Queens of Egypt <3 So fluffy and cute <3 Dat face behind the laptop, seriously how are you able to work? :3
Let me know if you would like anything for your birthday - it's never too late to celebrate - art or fic ♥ I'm here and ready!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:40 pm (UTC)thank you <3
and uhhhh please dont make me choose- i want both! like a comic strip- it would be awesome seeing them fight about which pet they should take home? (if that is too much work- and yes i know its really a lot of work i'm totally fine with either story, or art! i just adore the way you art!) thank you *hugs*
fun fact: her name is cleopatra, but when she is in a good mood we are allowed to shorten it to cleo ;) so yes totally egyptian you so nailed that
and sometimes it's really hard to work and not just stare at her
*hugs*
thank you again so much for your awesome offer!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 05:05 pm (UTC)And CAT!!! I especially love the picture of her napping behind the laptop, with her little face and paw peeking out. So cute!!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 07:43 pm (UTC)and i'm so happy to read you liked it!
so cute- but let me tell you that one was really hard to get, because usually as soon as i move just an inch from where i am supposed to be she wakes up- because i could leave room and leave her behind- which is a big no no- my queen and i have to be in the same area when i am at home :D so that really is a priceless shot!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-26 08:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-27 04:42 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-27 12:42 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-27 04:43 am (UTC)<3
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-27 02:14 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-27 04:43 am (UTC)thank you!
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-28 10:13 pm (UTC)Well as someone who celebrated 40 before 2 years (wasn't exited, really) I can say 30s are the best year in human's life.:) Young enough and wise enough. If I can go back I'd chose to be in my 30s again.
Wow, you are hard Star Wars fan like me!!! It is great! This movie is very, very special for me. It filled my childhood. I'm sure I'd never be the same person if it wasn't Star Wars.
I adored Episode VII. My new Dark Hero...
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-29 10:14 am (UTC)and yes star wars = amazing
sadly, i was not yet able to see the new movie, as i am not sure how it will go down... the prequel was not such a good idea after all...
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-30 12:44 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-29 08:10 am (UTC)Good to read that you're feeling well and your thesis is progressing. I'm sure the muse comes back sooner or later (I'm still waiting as well). But hey, we can't force these things. And there're so many other things to do and enjoy. :D
*big hugs*
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-29 10:24 am (UTC)and i think at one point everyone was obsessed with one or the other star wars character- it got the best of us just like the rest of us ;)
and you are so right, at the moment i have so many stuff on my mind, so that the muse has no room to dance- but one day i'm sure she will invite herself over again to go on a waltz with me
*hugs back*
(no subject)
Date: 2016-04-30 12:45 am (UTC)