failing at doing ... its report time
Sep. 23rd, 2021 11:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
hi folks,
how is it going?
first things first, currently i am doing not so well, i absolutely fucked my sleeping schedule again, staying awake until 5am and 3am in the mornings and that was not soo good over all... and also i am kinda worried, about the job situation... and kinda is not describing it enough, it is A LOT of worry, and at the same time i just want to burry myself in my bed and never get out of it - starve (well, it would be die of thirst, is there a word for that?) and be done with it
the thin is job issues prolong into money issues and currently who does not have money issues?
but well i am trying and moving on... even if i suck at it
list of things bygone and to come - because i think that will be faster
well that is my report so far....
tldr:
i am behind on podfic (need to ask for extension again)
i am behind on writing (no word on story for 2 months)
i am behind on movement (house was not left since tuesday)
but well currently i take it and try to make the best out of it!
hope you are all doing good, and wishing you all well!
rare image of me hiding from my problems like a queen

how is it going?
first things first, currently i am doing not so well, i absolutely fucked my sleeping schedule again, staying awake until 5am and 3am in the mornings and that was not soo good over all... and also i am kinda worried, about the job situation... and kinda is not describing it enough, it is A LOT of worry, and at the same time i just want to burry myself in my bed and never get out of it - starve (well, it would be die of thirst, is there a word for that?) and be done with it
the thin is job issues prolong into money issues and currently who does not have money issues?
but well i am trying and moving on... even if i suck at it
list of things bygone and to come - because i think that will be faster
- dad had his birthday parties - yes 2 of them one for friends one for family, and i was there and did the helping and the dog sitting, miniscule dog can be quite the cutie when he wants to
- i had first interview... and they wont call me again but that is fine, because i kinda dont want to work there anyway
- i started learning japanese and latin again
- also i set up the old pc from gran to program on it and to get more practice on it - manjaro rules, it is so much fun playing with it
- this weekend i get to see my best friend for the first time since august 2019!
- also i will build a rack for plant my mom gave me to "nourish back to health" and i am not sure how i am doing but so far i think it is fine, no further leaves were lost
- next week i will celebrate with friends. no reason just because and it is the season where we here in my country, and especially in my home district have the bestest drinkable drink that goes down like juice and makes you drunk so quickly but i like it sooooo much, and it is only in this season
- also i am already over autumn, i dont like it.... cant handle the cold, the darkness the no sun no summer feeling... but maybe winter will be nice?
well that is my report so far....
tldr:
i am behind on podfic (need to ask for extension again)
i am behind on writing (no word on story for 2 months)
i am behind on movement (house was not left since tuesday)
but well currently i take it and try to make the best out of it!
hope you are all doing good, and wishing you all well!
rare image of me hiding from my problems like a queen