life is mean to me- and it hurts

so yeah- i'm truly fucked

( and here is why )

on a funny note: i find this picture hilarious- i hope you might too XD

and bad news continue

first THANK YOU all so much for your kind words!
I really needed to hear them- and i will reply to them, but just not today- not up for it today

because today
as i just did a quick check up of my duty roaster- there was not only my shift changed to a time i would totally miss my train (paid ticked no exchange)
but also a whole week of my holiday was gone
two things which i have to fight over tomorrow...
i'm just shocked and scared and honestly.... i dont know anymore, no clue here