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quick update because update will be quick
May. 4th, 2015 09:19 pmso may has come
and i'm very happy about the lj movement: 1 post per day! you folks go! hang in there! i enjoy reading how you've been ^3^
(this is not an sarcastic comment- remember most of the time me is incapable of understanding sarcasm at all)
I didn't join the movement, because really, i am not sure i can take that much pressure- i allways push myself to far, and then nearly break because of the pressure i lay upon myself and everybody is suffering
on a other point- no till now 2015 and me still don't get along, i somehow just do not be able to get the hang of it... maybe its me... maybe its the numbers and maybe its just that i got the cosmic looser card, don't know but life is still very much on the hard site - new health problems are on the horizon and this time its my heart - my pulse is around 80 right now-normal would be around 60 - so there is the pain coming from, but i have to wait till my docs appointment to know more... damn)
about my crush i might be over it- i sure do hope so... but i'm not so sure about it... but then again maybe it was not even there in the first place... so letting it go, that is what i have decided after all ! and never to mention guys confuse me, i can handle them much better as friends <3
today i also got a huge shock, because i tried nearly all the trousers in my closet, and i now only fit in two of them (i have like 20) my stomach has gotten very big and my most favorite summer coat which i wore last october dosnt fit me anymore either- i had tears in my eyes because of that
so must loose weight, must go outside, must do sports must do less eating
today i tried to figure out how to get at least 10 min of workout in my day, and to get the things on my recurring to-list in motion again! because i've been neglecting many things on it
( lists, lists, and more lists )
on a other note - how are you folks doing with gmail?
some of you may know (yeah dont tease me! i read your mails!) that ever since google got big and company like and started to buy things I started a war with it-I am sure it feels the deep of my wrath but it is pointed out to me by many ppl (yeah staring at you here, even if you do not see me) that it is rather handy... as i have an android phone and a very old one (from 12) at that, i have of course also an gmail account- but i never used it outside of playstore... but i might have to bow to general pressure- even if i do not want to!
but i refuse tumblr, fb, and everything else besides twitter and lj... so maybe i should throw ppl a bone here and make it easier for them to connect with me- but that would mean for me running two browsers (because firefox has google blocked with noscript permanent and I am sure not changing that- tor is my sneak a peak at google browser right now and i would use that then too) at the same time- not that my pc cant handle that, but somehow it would be a hassle...
but is gmail really that handy? do you use it often? what about privacy? about advertisement? spam? are there problems?
I am really not sure about the whole gmail thing... i dont want to help a monopole become even a bigger one to be honest
so yes life here in dreamland could be better... but it could be worse- losing my job would come to mind- so i'm good - and the quick update was not that quick after all... but i may be forgiven for that, when did i ever do anything short and fast?
and if i ever learn to do the spell-check before sending it off, i could also get rid of my editing-habit... thank you guys for your pointing mistakes out emails- i crack on reading them- and on your updates!
and i'm very happy about the lj movement: 1 post per day! you folks go! hang in there! i enjoy reading how you've been ^3^
(this is not an sarcastic comment- remember most of the time me is incapable of understanding sarcasm at all)
I didn't join the movement, because really, i am not sure i can take that much pressure- i allways push myself to far, and then nearly break because of the pressure i lay upon myself and everybody is suffering
on a other point- no till now 2015 and me still don't get along, i somehow just do not be able to get the hang of it... maybe its me... maybe its the numbers and maybe its just that i got the cosmic looser card, don't know but life is still very much on the hard site - new health problems are on the horizon and this time its my heart - my pulse is around 80 right now-normal would be around 60 - so there is the pain coming from, but i have to wait till my docs appointment to know more... damn)
about my crush i might be over it- i sure do hope so... but i'm not so sure about it... but then again maybe it was not even there in the first place... so letting it go, that is what i have decided after all ! and never to mention guys confuse me, i can handle them much better as friends <3
today i also got a huge shock, because i tried nearly all the trousers in my closet, and i now only fit in two of them (i have like 20) my stomach has gotten very big and my most favorite summer coat which i wore last october dosnt fit me anymore either- i had tears in my eyes because of that
so must loose weight, must go outside, must do sports must do less eating
today i tried to figure out how to get at least 10 min of workout in my day, and to get the things on my recurring to-list in motion again! because i've been neglecting many things on it
( lists, lists, and more lists )
on a other note - how are you folks doing with gmail?
some of you may know (yeah dont tease me! i read your mails!) that ever since google got big and company like and started to buy things I started a war with it-I am sure it feels the deep of my wrath but it is pointed out to me by many ppl (yeah staring at you here, even if you do not see me) that it is rather handy... as i have an android phone and a very old one (from 12) at that, i have of course also an gmail account- but i never used it outside of playstore... but i might have to bow to general pressure- even if i do not want to!
but i refuse tumblr, fb, and everything else besides twitter and lj... so maybe i should throw ppl a bone here and make it easier for them to connect with me- but that would mean for me running two browsers (because firefox has google blocked with noscript permanent and I am sure not changing that- tor is my sneak a peak at google browser right now and i would use that then too) at the same time- not that my pc cant handle that, but somehow it would be a hassle...
but is gmail really that handy? do you use it often? what about privacy? about advertisement? spam? are there problems?
I am really not sure about the whole gmail thing... i dont want to help a monopole become even a bigger one to be honest
so yes life here in dreamland could be better... but it could be worse- losing my job would come to mind- so i'm good - and the quick update was not that quick after all... but i may be forgiven for that, when did i ever do anything short and fast?
and if i ever learn to do the spell-check before sending it off, i could also get rid of my editing-habit... thank you guys for your pointing mistakes out emails- i crack on reading them- and on your updates!
