guys, guys, guys

[smirkingcat]

i am obsessed!
it started out as normal day, well enough, and then during BREAKFAST it happened:
first i was half-heartetly watching Dakaretai Otoko 1-i ni Odosarete Imasu (Dakaichi: I`m Being Harassed by the Sexiest Man of the Year) - and i have to point out it was half arsed until episode 3 & 4 after the first real punch was delivered in episode 2!

and THEN - because i wanted to know if there is more, which there might be this year or next - THEN i found Given and then i spent all day watching that, and reading the manga up to chapter 39 - the last one i could find online.

and FUCK ME that song comes with such a punch, and also NO i do not want to write in those stories - because to me they are amazing the way they are i have very little to add, and that is better to keep in my mind, but BOOOOOY did i get ideas for hp stories... so fucking many, and most of them i am not even sure if i can put down, if they are more than one stories or if they are intertwinded and WHAT the fuck; my mind completely refuses to finish the story i need to send to my beta tuesday... but sure have all these other amazing ideas i have no time for...

and fuck that song, i cant stop listening to it, its just in my head - its amazing and it is made even more awesome by the seiyuu; he is just fucking awesome, and my heart is breaking each time i hear the song again... and the fucking story has me in pieces...

one day, one day i hope one of my stories can have such an impact on people! because i am sitting here and all i want to say is "THANK you" to the authors (also "GIVE ME MORE RIGHT NOW I AM AN ADDICT AND I NEED IT!" might even go with that one first)
and even if i wont tell them, and even if i wont be ever told, i hope that i can sharpen my pencil so much that i can reach that goal, because it is worth it!
THAT is why i write fiction instead of studying

what a day...


its not me having forgotten how to cat, its the world having forgotten how to world