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smirkingcat) wrote2015-09-17 10:01 pm
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i feel thin sorta streched....
like butter over too much bread (TLOR I)
so yeah i am back and boy there was drama in store for me...
i havent really the time to go into details now
i have like 3 to-lists with more than 25 tasks that all should have been done at the beginning of september- but no one did them and now i have to taggle them down because... reasons i dont really get myself; when i dont work on them or do writing i am either asleep or on public transport- i was never so happy to have such a long train ride to work- i can read and nap in that time, otherwise my reading list would be exploding again too... also thank the gods for mobile internet!
i have like 20 mails to write- not even counting all my lj- messages i need to reply (which i dont do mobile because the keyboard on my mobile phone sucks)
i only wish my day would have more hours- that that would not help me seeing as how tired i am most of the time
also today i was told- and i am not joking: "You are good in English so of course you are going to help, its the polite thing to do"
if anybody please can riddle me how being good in english is connected to do polite things i would be very thankful- i fail to see the connection and that damn reason was applied for a whole page of to-list - need to learn to say NO
i try and i did- and other stuff gets just showed in the back.... again
best part is a friend telling me: "if you had a man, you wouldnt be in that much trouble" - really how would a relationship- which are huge time suckers and take a lot of work and effort help me at the moment?
but really i am to tired and to busy to get angry about that
i shall report more later - i got loads to tell
and there might not be a list thing this month because honestly i'm scared at looking at what i am all NOT doing *shudders*
but i will return hopefully - well i am positive about it
on a funny end not i found this amazing picture:
i so would like to see that happen in real life XD

so yeah i am back and boy there was drama in store for me...
i havent really the time to go into details now
i have like 3 to-lists with more than 25 tasks that all should have been done at the beginning of september- but no one did them and now i have to taggle them down because... reasons i dont really get myself; when i dont work on them or do writing i am either asleep or on public transport- i was never so happy to have such a long train ride to work- i can read and nap in that time, otherwise my reading list would be exploding again too... also thank the gods for mobile internet!
i have like 20 mails to write- not even counting all my lj- messages i need to reply (which i dont do mobile because the keyboard on my mobile phone sucks)
i only wish my day would have more hours- that that would not help me seeing as how tired i am most of the time
also today i was told- and i am not joking: "You are good in English so of course you are going to help, its the polite thing to do"
if anybody please can riddle me how being good in english is connected to do polite things i would be very thankful- i fail to see the connection and that damn reason was applied for a whole page of to-list - need to learn to say NO
i try and i did- and other stuff gets just showed in the back.... again
best part is a friend telling me: "if you had a man, you wouldnt be in that much trouble" - really how would a relationship- which are huge time suckers and take a lot of work and effort help me at the moment?
but really i am to tired and to busy to get angry about that
i shall report more later - i got loads to tell
and there might not be a list thing this month because honestly i'm scared at looking at what i am all NOT doing *shudders*
but i will return hopefully - well i am positive about it
on a funny end not i found this amazing picture:
i so would like to see that happen in real life XD

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I'm sorry it's been so hard, dear. I hope things get easier soon. I'm positive! *hugs*
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thank you
<3 and yes i hope and believe that there will be better times!
and to do-lists suck anyway!