smirkingcat | the i have to apologize entry

so I made a huge post yesterday ranting about stuff and life... this morning i found myself with mail from friends telling me about all- ALL- my spelling mistakes (i hope i stay beneath 100 but i am not so sure about it, and to afraid to really go and check it out, i mean its such a huge and looong list (V__v") )
I want to apologize for that!
i was a lazy lazy girl, with a huge headache and thinking about all the bad stuff got me annoyed too (and that the tv-show was on, was not helping either)

all my spelling (not counting that i do not ever use uppercase typing- i just don't bother with it most of the time anyway), grammar and word order mistakes, or all the unfinished sentences where i just left you hanging

that even as most of you were already exposed to, i never mentioned all the problems i had with my parents (mum in particular) but i figured everyone has those, and I really ranted about them quite a lot... all ranted out in that matter, and I know that you know... and that is just how family works for me

i really did not say thank you enough! this is very unusual for me, since i never miss a chance to thank anyone who does anything for me, but i just inserted one thank you *bad me was bad* so THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!

I want to apologize for the mistakes i made and let you know they were not made with intentions... sometimes my brain, like so many others, just gives a crab about the stuff i am doing, and just does it's on kind of thing, not helpful but not able to change that either
still i am very sorry

today is a better day- because january is ending (finally!) and i start to feel a little bit more of myself *YAY*!!!
have a nice time
and the what I did for owl-update is still on my to do list! did not forget it yet!